OH geez

GEEZ it's been, what, 3 months, since i updated. and the updates recently(by recently, i mean months ago) has been so.... immature, eh? sorry 'bout that.


butsincenobody'sreading,youknowicankeeponrantingandgoingonwiththisattitude


So I really have a VERYVERYVERYVERYVERYVERYVERYVERY LOOOOOOONG list of things to say but since i'm starting to get sleepy, i'll just make it short.


first and foremost, thanks a bunch to a group of helpful, very dear friends of mine, consisting of Ika, Shuuuu, Aalina, Penguin, Meen, Najwa, and not forgetting dearests Meli, D, Trisya, Syalin, and adibah, OH and the o-mighty Haiqal and Sarah for helping me with the class makeover. In a single evening we did a lot of changes on the board. Very satisfying in fact. :D I love you guys so freaking much. Till death do us apart :D CHEERS!


next, i shall skip it because it is totally immature and hurtful. so yeah.


and now, oh yeah. I was gonna talk about my course that was held last week but, meh, that could wait too.


oh, and you people should really know that there has been tonnes of non-stop drama and semua tu dah berkait with me. Although it does matter a little bit since my friend is involved.


GOOD NEWS!


my BM is getting worse by the minute.


i'm making crappy History notes for my own good.


school is fine.


and i guess that's all for now.


Till tomorrow, then.


but i can't promise since i have a billion homeworks to do.


thanks a bunch, teachers. #notethesarcasm


stuck with twitter gahgahgahgahgahgah


toodliedoots poops

Dude, where'd you put your guts? And, jangan dok fikir aku nak ambil tau sangat 'bout what you do.

The title says it all.
Please.
Takkan you cannot back up your own self kot?
I mean, where'd you put your guts, man?
Seriously.
I didn't even have a problem with you until you dok behave like this.
Tak teringin nak speak yourself out, is it?
-..-
Andand.....
Kalau kau tak attend class/school or anything, jangan ingat aku nak tau apa alasan kau.
Nobody wants to know why you're absent unless they ask you.
Plus....
Takkanlah I want to spare time for you.
If I didn't reply, it means I don't care, I don't want to know, or... 
Bloody hell, who are you to me?
You're just an ordinary 'friend'.....
You're not in the BFFL circle.....

=="
You'd probably be reading this and you would feel like it's you. 
But you might as well be ignorant and tak take this seriously. 
Not to be RUDE or anything.
And a word of advice, don't be such a complainer.


KTHXBAI


Kalau nak marah me, I'd probably hang up sooner.
Or I won't be picking up my phone.
=..=
Tak payah waste credit untuk buat fake calls kat aku.
Jgn desperate sangat. 

SORRY. YEAH FYI, I GET CARRIED AWAY WHEN I HAVE FUN AND ENDED UP TAKING THINGS TOO SERIOUSLY. IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THAT THEN I'M TOTALLY FINE WITH IT BECAUSE I'M ALREADY USED TO BEING LIKE THAT BECAUSE I TAKE ALMOST EVERYTHING VERY SERIOUSLY, EVEN BOARD GAMES. AND I'M TIRED OF YOUR INSENSITIVITY, FYI. DON'T THINK EVERYONE CAN TAKE JOKES POSITIVELY. I CAN'T. I DON'T. ESPECIALLY WHEN YOUR JOKES GET CARRIED AWAY. MULUT TU TOLONG JAGA SIKIT, JANGAN SAMPAI ORANG MARAH PASAL WHAT YOU SAID WHEN YOU DON'T ACTUALLY MEAN IT. JAGA SIKIT CAKAP TU KALAU DENGAN AKU. I AM VERY SENSITIVE.


K THANKS. KALAU NAK BUAT TAK PUAS HATI DENGAN AKU, SILAKAN. TAK AMBIL PEDULI PUN.


AND IF YOU THINK I'M IMMATURE, I AM! BUT I'M BETTER THAN YOU.


*SO HOPING YOU'RE READING THIS


KTHXBAI


**POST NI SGT MENYEMAK :) SEMUA PASAL HANG. THANKS A LOT FOR NOTHING. NOW, LEAVE.

Please, a favour that I ask you, whoever you are -sigh-

OK so I'm not trying to hurt anyone or anything through this post so I am really sorry if anyone feels offended, that is anyone who reads my lame lame lame lame lame lame lame lame lame lame blog. :)


Everything is actually confusing my mind right now, not that I give a piece of shit about these things but, well, it's kind of disturbing when you don't have anything to think/say, and you start to think about these confusing situations and conversations etc.


It's nothing personal but I and some people (well, actually, specific people) quarrel on the simplest and smallest thing you can ever dream of. Well, you can guess why we fight and you'll be like, "LAAAA, liddat oso you guys mau fight ah? Haiyoooo ini budak2 zaman sekarang manyak susah mau gaaaaaadoooooo aja.x ada menda lain kah?...." ok i know i'm starting to crap and exaggerate. But seriously and I mean SERIOUSLY this has got to end somehow and someday. Because these kind of fights really do tire me down. Plus, sekarang kan nak exam dah, so taktau lah nak teruskan ke tak.


I know it's partially my fault and, who knows I actually am the one who started this cold war? But to the ones that understand what I mean, please forgive my mulut yang suka cakap banyak ni because it's my nature and I always have this resentment that I keep deep in my heart. To be truthful, most teens/tweens keep their resentment even though they asked for forgiveness from/forgave someone. 


I just can't control myself and neither can you. I don't really mind if you don't want to accept my apology, not that this thing ain't important to me. But I have done my part to stop this........ whatever this actually is. And please, I don't want things to really turn out so bad and it affects all this crap things we're gonna get through.


And to be frank............ (i hate being frank.)


Everyone is important to me and I try my best to provide an equal justice to everyone and everything because I don't want to hurt anyone and anything just because of what I said or did. And I just hope one day everyone / anyone that listens to what I frankly tell them about what I feel about them won't get offended because it's from my point of view and it's not even half important.


Sigh


i keep saying these kind of things but I get scared because I'm really not that confident to tell people about what crosses my mind because I actually think about what people will say about me.


I'm sorry and I'm truly sorry.


I beg you, everyone who reads this, to really tell me what you feel about me. Because things are getting too hard for me.


Please.

Crying

Sometimes I feel extra stupid when I start to cry about some nonsense and people don't get my feelings.

And I ALWAYS think that I cry too much.

But on average, women are most likely to cry 30 to 64 times a year.

Sigh.

Seems like I really just can't help it.

Oh, and guys cry to but only up to 6 times a year.

I wonder how many times does ............................... cries in a year.

Just Kidding!

KTHXBAI

yours truly,
Sabrina Fadli...

Angry Birds as A World Phenomenon - Say WHAAAAAAAT????

To start off with, I recommend to Angry Birds' lovers to please don't try and hunt me because of my post. I am not trying to offend anyone or anything here. It is just what I have in mind. I repeat, WHAT I HAVE IN MIND. And I  do not mean to make anyone fell disgusted or hate this blog or anything but if you feel disturbed with my post, do make me notice. Tell this to me via commenting on the post. Thank you  for the commitment.

Moving on....

      So as you can see, Angry Birds have now turned the world upside down. It is a simple game whereby you have different types of round-shaped or egg-shaped birds on a slingshot for you to shoot. And you shoot towards "cute" green annoying pigs who stole the birds eggs (which totally explains why the birds are angry).

So I can see that when I stepped my foot into souvenir shops recently, even in Hatyai, you can never not see anything Angry Bird-ish around there. Some might say, "oh okay, they're awesome and cute and lovable. Why don't you like them?"

the first answer should be, "beauty lies in the eye of the beholder. you can't change the fact that it's not cute to me although you think it's cute"

Second should be, "it doesn't actually suit my taste for real cute things, you know. (Practically the answers are just the same)

Whatever with that, because i am still not ever gonna change my mind about the way i look at Angry Birds.

Another thing is that....

HOW IN THE WORLD CAN THAT SIMPLE, KINDERGARTENERS GAME CAN BE SO ADDICTIVE AND CAN CHANGE THE WAY THE WORLD THINKS ABOUT LITTLE GAMES?!

*letak jampi ke apa?*

I mean, even i am addicted to the game (BUT THEY'RE STILL NOT CUTE).

Kalau orang tu tak addicted, that person might be a super serious gamer sampai game camni pun tak pandang. :)

And lastly, this is specially for Muslims.....

Don't get offended or anything but it actually crossed my mind when i was looking at my friend's key chain and it struck hard. 


Bukan ke benda tu, especially the T-Shirt, ada gambar B-A-B-I , tapi kita selamba ja pakai. Tak terfikir ke benda tu, walaupun cartoon tapi still haram untuk kita pakai - pakai? Kalau tak haram sekalipun, tak rasa pelik ke orang islam tapi baju ada gambar binatang tu. OK fine benda tu comel. Tapi ada pulak yang pergi beli soft toys and peluk - peluk benda tu. Bukannya aku kata memang ada orang buat camtu, tapi kalau ada tu, in my opinion, it's better for you to stop rather than to suffer in the end. 


I know I'm not that strong in holding onto my iman, but it isn't actually wrong to tell people what you think about something that might not crossed others' minds. I am not alim myself and my Iman is still trembling of weakness, but I want you to open your eyes and your hearts and see what i'm trying to say. 


I am most sorry if my post did hurt anyone's feelings but I was really trying to think about things in my own angle and perspective. 

KTHXBAI


yours truly,
Sabrina Fadli...

Back. :)

If you're the person who stalks my blog, you will definitely know why I said ''back''. 

NO. i didn't go for a vacay or what-so-ever.

NO. I didn't get myself caught for drug-abusing and was sent to jail.

NO. I wasn't sent for a life-sentence that didn't happen and came back home safely.


NO. I wasn't sent to an asylum because I was confirmed to have a psychological problem.


It is just that I haven't been updating and I hated updating and I hated typing and I hated thinking 

and I hated crying about something that went wrong about what I posted and made a huge 

problem out of it. BUT I STILL LOVE BLOGGING AND BLOGGER ITSELF :)


Haha OK.It's so obvious that I'm so blind and currently having a short term memory loss 

because I WAS back. I had two posts previously that I just posted minutes ago, in the same night. 

Geez, that's just dorky.


Okay then. Just came by to say HI!!!


KTHXBAI


yours truly,
Sabrina Fadli...

My Facebook is Missing!!! * surprised -,- *

Hohoho

The title says it all people!

Yes, I have finally decided to deactivate my account.
 
Which is why some people searched for my account and couldn't find it.

Aren't I amazing?

All this while, I have become one of those people who couldn't get my ass off Facebook.

I didn't delete it permanently, people.
 
One day, I shall reactivate myself. 

But trust me, that would be a few years onwards.

"And why did you deactivate?"

Hehe, sorry. Personal reasons. And it's not that big that I deactivated.

Because nobody cares!

And I'm not popular. Even if I am, PFFFFT, I stil don't give a damn.

Haish.....

I don't think people would really care about my existence on FB anyway. 

Well, maybe except for some people.

not gonna say about anyone in here.


Nanti bergaduh pulak :)


See you in the next post


KTHXBAI


yours truly,
Sabrina Fadli...